Saturday, February 23, 2013

Well it's been awhile!!

Hey guys! It's been a while I haven't written in a long time and it's mostly because I haven't wanted to devote myself to losing weight. I know that sounds really bad but it's the truth. I've had a hard time lately. We have moved. We have moved from California to Utah where I am currently. I have been lonely and depressed and sad and friendless. I have eaten my feelings. I am stuck inside all day with my two youngest kids because of the cold and the snow. So I have eaten a lot of crap and watch a lot of TV and not done anything else. I am sad to look in the mirror and see the person that I have become now. The person that I used to be before i lost all my weight. I am up to 270 now and I haven't tried to actually lose weight for more than two days since we moved. I have been in a horrible funk.

But I have good news!!! I have finally decided to confront who are turned into!! We as a family have joined the gym and all last week I have gone almost every day. It's so nice to actually get out of the house and be active and it felt so good.
I will be starting weight watchers again and going to the gym and I will get this weight off I am determined now more than ever!!!