Thursday, July 12, 2012

A little update....

Soooo it's with my head hanging in shame that I report.... There has been no change. None at all. Quite possibly a gain. I am ashamed. And I have now had the third person so Rudely as me how I got fat again. In different words, but meaning the same. *sigh* This is the worst feeling..... EVER. I don't want to live this way. So why can't I get on track!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????


I feel so lazy and tired. I KNOW it's because of what I'm eating. It's affecting the whole family in such a negative way. I am hurting my family. Myself. And my relationship with my husband. He accepts me how I am regardless of size. But I am so self conscious I don't let him near me :(

I need to lose this weight. It's so scary to see how easy and fast it was to gain......